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(: Juz wanna update my my photos on saturdays gig(:

awesome relive my stress n aww didnt get a chance to mit eh alamak! opps!

hahahax pe lahh k la aniwae ignorance e childishrismist! (:






ok tadi tk klua juz buy a pack of ciggie wit papa den at nyte we play 21 stim!! hehehehee!

den sat wit eza(: ok she told all her probs den ok yahh got to solve 3/4 of her probs glad she cheer up ok la got a hug n kisses frm her(: hope she tc of herself(:

k la den continue wit carrom(: ok i lost after 5 consecutive win(:

hehehe ok la den eza walk me home thnx(: salam all waks2 ok im home... AKU TETEP CINTA Si Hafian Ehhhh Errr...... is tiz e best clue?? HAHAHAHAHAHA KK BO CHUI (:


kk SHHH(:

k la aku di ibarat kn sebiji telor yg pecah ia di pasang alek(:









(: hello ok not going out today cause juz wanna rest sick... yeah.... hmm ok have my wishing stick.. my wish is...........................ok(: hees hope it will come thru... ok bored as usual... i cant eat due to my tekak very pain after kip coughing blood :S

haiz ok now juz chatting wit... syaa opps! darn! hees adie n many2 more huhu


ok i kinda feel beta i guess maybe izit my wish gonna come true?

hmm hu noes?

hw cn i tell u dat.... err.... ermm.. hmmm

Dreams will Decide

YaNtOi




hello(: hehehe ok tadi hujan lebat tk blh klua(: den at 5 session ngn sufi!! yeah marines not machines coming up soon!! ANIWAE MERRY XMAS EVRYONE!!(: aniwae i feel sumtins happy happening to my life hehehe n aniwae ade bad news uhh... my class gonna mashed uh wit another class soo yeahh gonna miss my classmate dat didnt get same class wit me =(((


gahhh i feel great(:


Dreams will decide


YaNtOi(:




hello(: ok today is e very long story on e 22th yeah mit sufi in e morning lepak wit him den lepak wit my wak2 frens.. den idk where did dey came frm n ive nvr seen dem aniwhere deres 2 guys frm saba wow dey're soo fucking frenly! hahax we played carrom den 1 group of matrep came n wanna played den papa 'my close wak2 fren' told dem u wanna play we play gamble.. den matrep2 mcm phm siaowowowow! haha 1 person 5 buck each if lose den yeah as usual kiter mng yeah den duit tu beli kn adie rokok 2 kotak den i got i free give frm 'papa' wow best per(: thnx papa(: hmm ok den now im otw gi pit... den buy nasi ayam pat bedok den take 197 bla bla bla den reached ecp... n adie called where r u den i say im otw dere but im eating in a hut ahahahhaha!!! ok den reached e pit i manage to take 2 chicken n eat bkn sng tau all was like berebot ok den midnight all start to drink which i didnt drink...(I STILL KIP E POMISH) den juz sit 1 corner ngk dorg minom den yeah kepunan-.- ok shhh k beh lyn org yg drunk aku yg jadi sasaran nye jager org yg mabok2-.- den sit wit suziee played card wit her wit liya dat tyme was 2.am (: n wit wass sooo breezy n cold..den makanan da bes grr!! ahh soo damn lapar den bla bla bla skip e story sumer da alek den i went home wit adie n izzul...den sumtin bad happen man! ok i was otw to mrt bedok mrt station as wad adie says my eyes r realli red n i feel uncomfortable idk y.. kip moving around ok train da sampai den sit den i fall asleep yahh pnt sgt i guess den wenn otw to dover i didnt realise dat i say SHHH!!! to everybody!! HAHAHA!! sumore my eyes closed which im still sliping n ALSO SITTING ON E PRIORITY SIT!! )ppl tinks im mad) dats wad adie saw!! ok check up was fine masok kn tube dlm tekak den give medicine till i k.o frm 4 until 12 am juz now ok dats all


Dreams will decide

YaNtOi




ok ntg much to say(: hmmm woke up late den have a opened game den go home... den buy contrabanned ciggie den smoke smoke smoke den at night smoke wit adie
ok nw ade bende nk bwat hehe ade la kn =p ok(:

imissher


YaNtOi



ok today went to cineleisure alone, den went to bugis alone, den wen to ct hall alone... den went to clarke quay all e way i walk(: ok hmm at least i cn calm down myself(: hmm but juz 1% hmm.. den went to fullerton n clash wit ajie n mizam den mit e rest.... hmm all e wae by myself... no talking... den ciggie ciggie ciggie... den go home wit kiki/yana and boi...(: den hmmm... yahh clash wit her...ok smiled at her(: n my heart kips on beating faster n faster n hurting idk y... ok den wen i omw home i mit papa one of e uncle i used to slack wit... giv me some money n cheer me up... an mit rynn... n she walked me home(: thnx switie.. ok.. now im home.. im kip on tinking n kip on writing of new story which im gonna shoot next year.. its called love at first sight.. (:

ok.. now.. tinking still tinking abt my solution to all my probs too(: manage to solve 1 wee!

ok tues im gonna get warded maybe if ntg happen.. doctor gonna put tube inside my throat n idk wad happen next :'((( i dnt wanna die b4 i solve all my probs(: k la dats all


imy^^


YaNtOi(:

DREAMS WILL DECIDE




hello.. ok wad a day today. nvr went out fer today... due to me sickness...haizz.. kip coughing blood... haiz... hmm sooo ok sit at home den wen out at 9pm... mit all e waks waks play carrom... till 1130 ok now im home... hmm maybe i;ll be warded next week... ='((

hmm its ok... i juz wanna thank god... i tink 2008 is not e worst year.. juz dat god wanna test us wether we're ready fer facing our own prob.. its not sway... n... yahh..i'll juz accept wad god gave me n wadeva probs im still in e obstacle nw... n to her.. im sorie if im doing ani wrong to u(: hmm... ok im juz gonna take dat as a challenge n yeah find all e answers to all e prob... (: n thank god give me chance to live longer till 2008 is going to end... (:


i still wont giv up(:

i still love u..


YaNtOi(:

Dreams will decide..



wello!! huhu(: yes!! watch twilight wit TUCKY!! hees! wow wad a great nice n swit movie(:

i wish i cn be a werewolf or vampire! muahaha! hehe best! ok mit tucky 12 noon at bugis as she ajak me go watch twilight bcz she noe dat im sad den buy tix at bugis SB cinema n we got a slot at 2 ok sit n drink wit tucky sementare tungu wyg start kn.. den at 2 we came n our sit is at e left behind n we cant see anitink coz e chair all besa2 n tinggi maklom la duer2 pendek kn(: shhh!! hehe den kite breaking e law maen smbrg ddk jer.. n we sat on e 5th row centre sit hehe! den after e movie.. try to warm ourself down n had our lunch take sum pic(: den we got home den i meet amoi bcz she wants to apply sch at ite simei accompany her at limbang macdonald n explained to her 1 by 1 wad course she shud take(: n she take hair fashion design (: k gedebap gedebop k now reached home(:

imy(:

Dreams will decide!


YaNtOi






hello(: WAHHHH!!! GAHH!! TODAY IM SOOOO HAPPIE!!(: Went out at 10.. mit SHANA(AMOI)!!(: GRR!!

going fer job hunting den she bring her fren n her name is RYNA(: hmm actualli wanna payalebar for walk in interview... since Ryna is late(: nvrmd den we went to TAKA bcz Amoi receive a call frm dat tower n we dnt noe wad kind of job is dat(: den frm CCK we took bus to Orchard(: huhu^^ have sum ciggie, den wen up to 12 storey but b4 dat very3 kecoh becoz we lost donno where e office is(: den fill in e form.. den i ask wad kind of job is diz and he says is their job to find fer us den we sooo happie hahahaha we tot is like office kinda job(: ok den all e wae ryna entertain me since she saw me like sianz... (: hmm she introduce to herself n same wit me(: n ya.. she got a prob.. den yeah im e problem solver to everybody i guess(: yeah.. bought fer her chocs(: yeah.. n my fren to eh amoi(: ok den we plan to go cck park to lepak(: yeah we have fun dere yeah den yeah im sad instead den amoi n ryna entertain me..(: wee! den kecyk n her bf oso came(: n iskandar(gayboy) oso joined us!! wow even first tyme i knew dem wow yeah i had alot of fun!!(: HAHAHA SOOOO ALOT OF THINGS I WANNA TALK BUT.. make short(:


laughter is e best medicine(:


thnx kecyk(fatin)/haikal/wan/vega/ESPECIALLY TO RYNA N MY BEST CLOSE PARTNER AMOI(SHANA)

dreams will decide(:


TMRW WATCHING TWILIGHT WIT....(:


YaNtOi(:




hola(: ok laa i woke up den i feel cold i dnt noe y...den had my hot bath.. den still feeling cold.. den nobody at my house wen i woke up mum g jurongpoint i guess... hmm den was no food at house...den i start to vomit n vomit n vomit.. till my throat i feel like sumone is slitting.. hmm.. den i online... den start frm dere i start to feel diff... my tongue taste weird... den after a while keep coughing blood... hmm... idk wads happening to me... hopefully ntg... den late at night tucky called me due to her BGR probs dnt werie i'll help u n hope fer best aitex? hmm..sooo.. GUESS WAD?!! dnt wanna tell u :p hehe hmm.. dats all fer today i guess maybe tmrw goin fer job haunting wit amoi hmm ok maybe session wit sufi tmrw.. hmmm ok tats all fer today(:

imissher...

Dreams will decide


YaNtOi(:




hello!! wahhh a great day has ended!! -.- ok woke up at 9.30 which i slept at 4 last nite bcz i cnt slip den i drink cough syrup which i stim high n sleepy at e same time since i cant sleep! woooo!! best (Y)

n..yeah mit e rest at bedok den reached at 12 at e.c.p!! n let e game started!! wooo!!


play n play till i pitam n grrr!! time at e first tyme but a few mins later den ok oreadi(: kater walcott kn?? tsk tsk... hehe den lepas match sit and play "SNAP" N "OLD MAID" N "POLICE N MURDERER" N "007" GAHHH!! I HAD FUN TODAY!! n im e most blurred person untill i didnt noe my frens sabo me hahahaha!! "0...0...7...BANG!!" HAHAHAH COOL GAME(: ok have ciggie ciggie ciggie den go home safely(: den i mit eza at yewtee as she msg me denn i walked her home(: yaa bcz her blk is juz opposite of mine.. den ok n now imm home! huhu^^ ok have my dinner now keep staring at my lappie gahh!! ok maybe dats e happiest momment in 2008? hmmm ....N I LOST MY SHIRT!!! KONTOLAN TAIK AYAM! _|_


anyway...

imissher

Dreams will decide!

YaNtOi(:



FUCK!! TODAY IS E MOST BORING OF E WEEK!!! GAHH!! rain rain rain rain rain rain..

k rain stops huhu(: hmm wad du i have to talk abt today ok...im online-ing fer alomost e whole day... den wen to downstairs chilled n play carrom dwnstairs n n my team won ok den went back home den i saw a letter which i get for my bdae ^^ thnx iloveit kip looking at it... n ive opened n wad e card says is..


"I cant get u out of my mind.I keep thinking about hw much I enjoy talking to u,how great u look wen u smile, and how much i like your laugh...I daydream about u off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about FUNNY things u said or did. I've memorize your face and the way u look at me... it melts my heart every time I think about it. And i catch myself smiling when i imagine what will happen when e next time we're together(:"

AND TATS ONLY E COVER PAGE!!:MELTS:

so yeah i still love e 1 hu gave me e my bdae present ok random since my bdae da lamer lepas...

k la bsk futsal watch out yantoi will be playing! wooo!

(: YaNtOi


DREAMS WILL DECIDE





hello(: hehe yeah get to release my anger(: huhu ok la... feel beta abit... go to gig do some lancing2 nk hilang stress somemore im e fire starter open e pit wen i now its my fav band dey gonna play wow.! hehe de i watched alone sampai stgh abes while e rest g tong seng mamam i watched all my long tyme klen fren wow dey realli played well soo i walked alone n mit e res den go UOB "Utk Org Bodoh" org ajak ape nk bwat g jer hehe ate mcchicken wit suzie den adie n jason join e rez back huhu talking crapping den go home wit adie,kiki,yana and shaa huhu now reached home chaatting wit ema mamamama hehe k la dats wad abt tadi yey!



Dreams will decide



yey!! bought a tees fer myself hehe i happie today idk y(: hmm i went out alone n finish e whole 2 packet of ciggie fer 1 dae(: wow! hmm pelik kn? tapi benar.. yah... since ive got ntg to do...yahh nk kua ngn sape kn?? hmm... ok 2mrw my best 5 yrs best fren bdae siva(: PEEWEET ARU NK JAMAAH 17?? TSK TSK TSK.. HAHAHAHA!! BSK APE LAGI KENING NAEK2(: wooow happie bdae dude may god bless u owaes(:
hees hmm ok... haiz ape nk wad... haiz.. i wish she wants me back wit her open heart... haiz... but yahh i tink i wont happie... oh god plz answer my prayers(:... i juz wan everyting to back into normal.. have my frens back...have her back.. have my family back..^^ all back to normal.. juz let me spent tyme wit all of dem n u cn have me back in ur world... juz let me spent tyme wit dem plz... i juz wan to be back in my hands.. i juz fought wit my close fren tucky -.- ...and alot of ppl failed their exam i noe dats me... haiz wads happening to me?? hmm...only 3 person left by my side.. my mum,adie and ema... i noe dats my punishment wad i did dulu (phm2 yer sape yg kenal saye)... till my life like tiz plz.. answer my prayers n plz especially her... i realli wan her soo badly... its not tat ure making me suffer its juz da u imagine if ure me.. u could say dat to ryte... haiz... soo hope all ppl take my hands and back to e same life dat ive been...

im juz missing u terribly.. dats all... heal my heartache n cure e pain... haiz...hmm soo yahh... even if u wana take me plz let me spent tyme with her even my tears drop on e floor..

hmm....

if u dnt wan den i wont force love(:


grr!! hmm bsk nk g mane ye??


smile(:

dreams will decide




hello(:
hees today its a great day! eventhough soo bored..i went out at 5 coz i wanna session wit ma new band mate faris n kiki thnx guys bcoz willing to be in my band appreciate it guys! hope nightmare trilogy will go far n long(: yeah teach dem my song n its sooo damn funny teach dose guys! haha kecoh siak! finish sesion n wrapped at 2130 huhu mit adie n buy ciggie! wee!! wanna slip early today bsk ade hal uhh hehehe (kening naek2) hehehe to reader jgn pk ko slmt...! hehe nahhs.. im not evil... n i juz wanna say dat LOSERS MAKES PROMISES AND WINNER MAKES COMMITMENT TUI PU TUI? TOL TK TOL? CORECT OR NOT?
and... my wish come true fer adie.. phm2 je la mintak2 dier dpt.. wokie la... bsk kerja keras ((:
n BIAR ORG BWAT KITER KITER TKMO BWAT ORG.. (:

Dreams will Decide(:


YaNtOi



gahhh!! soooo fuck up today..!!! if not im happy guy till now. -.-' fuck la wad did i do till EVERY ONE IS CHANGING!!!!..first i left out wit sum of my frens.. KLUA TK AJAK! _|_ "ouhs i tot ure bz..." knbccb!!! i hate ppl like diz...nvr even msg or wad oreadi says bz but gd uhh cn predict e world oreadi(: _|_ASS! next.. if not is our....!! gahh!! idk wad she wants... left me heartbroke den wad? she cn be happy n wad did i get?? she's e one hu scolds me make me suffer everyday n shes e one hu left me.. n shes saes to me again n again stop werry abt sumone else... den wad for if im ur... nahhs dnt werie yan.... stop tinking abt e past.. im gonna wish sumtin n im gonna say it now... in my heart.................................................................................
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ok juz wait till it happens.. hmmm ITS NOT DAT IM EMO ok?! deres no ppl will be happy FOREVER if u DO EVERYDAY happie i'll bet u'll feel wad im facing now...


lastly u dont need to noe... hmmm...


Dreams will decide,..


YaNtOi




haiz... yeah.. hi again... hmm yesterday woke up at 8 den go sch... i tot i was late! grr...
den reached sch we watched all e 2nd years movie gd job guys salute to u... ok... den i go hme have a hot bathe n havnt eat yet0.0 sooo ya... today is 10th... supose to be our 3rd mth... but..yahh..nvrmd still heartbroken aniwae idk my heart cnt be sealed up..its still hurts..sigh n i will nvr ever tink or leave to fate wen diz kind of ting happen.. ok fine dnt wanna talk bout it.. soo hope deres upcomming gig at M.G on 13th idk wad gig but i juz come for e sake of release my anger n still cnt cover hw my sad is... im juz dnt noe whether its my fault fer u to be attitude wit me....gah ok! shhh!! 10th its a new day! gonna spent it wisely...


k la till here...

Dreams will decide..


YaNtOi ='((




hello yellow yellow dirty fellow!! blue blue iloveu
red red botak head kk shhh!!

ok today hari raye haji! woke up at 5.60 which is 6 kuang kuang kuawowowow

hmmm ok today i didnt help to slaughter e goat hmmm.... have fun in heaven guys(:
as usual hari raye go to my makcik house i eat alot n again eat... sooner later eat again
n again! hees! den...wen home wit mummy... reached home at 7.30pm grr... weather sooo cold...
and again same routine bored bored bored bored... n wow deres 5 couples celebrating their anniversary cool!... but... such a waste... phm2 jer.. wooohoo... k la till here... bsk sch!! siak!! knbccb! slu ua! slu ah! ter sangkot ter sangkot! hahax... hmmm wat else wad else... grr...
n n n n n .... ok msning now... oh yahh wanna go smoke! i noe im cute(:

Cheers! dreams will decide




arrrghh!! today boring day...!! gahh!! woke up at 1 den rain rain rain rain rain rain rain...................

ok rains stops.... now storm storm storm storm storm......

den i planned to update my blog dat have been 2 yrs i havent update muahahaha!!

kimak the lost world sak bwat blog.... cibai blh ajak fight night huhu(:

THNX TO EMA!! 2mrw Hari Raye Haji..... hmm i guess im not helping korban diz year =(

sorie kambing i noe i cute but i cnt turn up fer 2mrw!! tc (:

wokay! i noe wad to do now i wanna smoke! (:


cheers! dreams will decide

December 2008
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January 2010
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April 2010
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July 2010

(: Juz wanna update my my photos on saturdays gig(:

awesome relive my stress n aww didnt get a chance to mit eh alamak! opps!

hahahax pe lahh k la aniwae ignorance e childishrismist! (:






ok tadi tk klua juz buy a pack of ciggie wit papa den at nyte we play 21 stim!! hehehehee!

den sat wit eza(: ok she told all her probs den ok yahh got to solve 3/4 of her probs glad she cheer up ok la got a hug n kisses frm her(: hope she tc of herself(:

k la den continue wit carrom(: ok i lost after 5 consecutive win(:

hehehe ok la den eza walk me home thnx(: salam all waks2 ok im home... AKU TETEP CINTA Si Hafian Ehhhh Errr...... is tiz e best clue?? HAHAHAHAHAHA KK BO CHUI (:


kk SHHH(:

k la aku di ibarat kn sebiji telor yg pecah ia di pasang alek(:









(: hello ok not going out today cause juz wanna rest sick... yeah.... hmm ok have my wishing stick.. my wish is...........................ok(: hees hope it will come thru... ok bored as usual... i cant eat due to my tekak very pain after kip coughing blood :S

haiz ok now juz chatting wit... syaa opps! darn! hees adie n many2 more huhu


ok i kinda feel beta i guess maybe izit my wish gonna come true?

hmm hu noes?

hw cn i tell u dat.... err.... ermm.. hmmm

Dreams will Decide

YaNtOi




hello(: hehehe ok tadi hujan lebat tk blh klua(: den at 5 session ngn sufi!! yeah marines not machines coming up soon!! ANIWAE MERRY XMAS EVRYONE!!(: aniwae i feel sumtins happy happening to my life hehehe n aniwae ade bad news uhh... my class gonna mashed uh wit another class soo yeahh gonna miss my classmate dat didnt get same class wit me =(((


gahhh i feel great(:


Dreams will decide


YaNtOi(:




hello(: ok today is e very long story on e 22th yeah mit sufi in e morning lepak wit him den lepak wit my wak2 frens.. den idk where did dey came frm n ive nvr seen dem aniwhere deres 2 guys frm saba wow dey're soo fucking frenly! hahax we played carrom den 1 group of matrep came n wanna played den papa 'my close wak2 fren' told dem u wanna play we play gamble.. den matrep2 mcm phm siaowowowow! haha 1 person 5 buck each if lose den yeah as usual kiter mng yeah den duit tu beli kn adie rokok 2 kotak den i got i free give frm 'papa' wow best per(: thnx papa(: hmm ok den now im otw gi pit... den buy nasi ayam pat bedok den take 197 bla bla bla den reached ecp... n adie called where r u den i say im otw dere but im eating in a hut ahahahhaha!!! ok den reached e pit i manage to take 2 chicken n eat bkn sng tau all was like berebot ok den midnight all start to drink which i didnt drink...(I STILL KIP E POMISH) den juz sit 1 corner ngk dorg minom den yeah kepunan-.- ok shhh k beh lyn org yg drunk aku yg jadi sasaran nye jager org yg mabok2-.- den sit wit suziee played card wit her wit liya dat tyme was 2.am (: n wit wass sooo breezy n cold..den makanan da bes grr!! ahh soo damn lapar den bla bla bla skip e story sumer da alek den i went home wit adie n izzul...den sumtin bad happen man! ok i was otw to mrt bedok mrt station as wad adie says my eyes r realli red n i feel uncomfortable idk y.. kip moving around ok train da sampai den sit den i fall asleep yahh pnt sgt i guess den wenn otw to dover i didnt realise dat i say SHHH!!! to everybody!! HAHAHA!! sumore my eyes closed which im still sliping n ALSO SITTING ON E PRIORITY SIT!! )ppl tinks im mad) dats wad adie saw!! ok check up was fine masok kn tube dlm tekak den give medicine till i k.o frm 4 until 12 am juz now ok dats all


Dreams will decide

YaNtOi




ok ntg much to say(: hmmm woke up late den have a opened game den go home... den buy contrabanned ciggie den smoke smoke smoke den at night smoke wit adie
ok nw ade bende nk bwat hehe ade la kn =p ok(:

imissher


YaNtOi



ok today went to cineleisure alone, den went to bugis alone, den wen to ct hall alone... den went to clarke quay all e way i walk(: ok hmm at least i cn calm down myself(: hmm but juz 1% hmm.. den went to fullerton n clash wit ajie n mizam den mit e rest.... hmm all e wae by myself... no talking... den ciggie ciggie ciggie... den go home wit kiki/yana and boi...(: den hmmm... yahh clash wit her...ok smiled at her(: n my heart kips on beating faster n faster n hurting idk y... ok den wen i omw home i mit papa one of e uncle i used to slack wit... giv me some money n cheer me up... an mit rynn... n she walked me home(: thnx switie.. ok.. now im home.. im kip on tinking n kip on writing of new story which im gonna shoot next year.. its called love at first sight.. (:

ok.. now.. tinking still tinking abt my solution to all my probs too(: manage to solve 1 wee!

ok tues im gonna get warded maybe if ntg happen.. doctor gonna put tube inside my throat n idk wad happen next :'((( i dnt wanna die b4 i solve all my probs(: k la dats all


imy^^


YaNtOi(:

DREAMS WILL DECIDE




hello.. ok wad a day today. nvr went out fer today... due to me sickness...haizz.. kip coughing blood... haiz... hmm sooo ok sit at home den wen out at 9pm... mit all e waks waks play carrom... till 1130 ok now im home... hmm maybe i;ll be warded next week... ='((

hmm its ok... i juz wanna thank god... i tink 2008 is not e worst year.. juz dat god wanna test us wether we're ready fer facing our own prob.. its not sway... n... yahh..i'll juz accept wad god gave me n wadeva probs im still in e obstacle nw... n to her.. im sorie if im doing ani wrong to u(: hmm... ok im juz gonna take dat as a challenge n yeah find all e answers to all e prob... (: n thank god give me chance to live longer till 2008 is going to end... (:


i still wont giv up(:

i still love u..


YaNtOi(:

Dreams will decide..



wello!! huhu(: yes!! watch twilight wit TUCKY!! hees! wow wad a great nice n swit movie(:

i wish i cn be a werewolf or vampire! muahaha! hehe best! ok mit tucky 12 noon at bugis as she ajak me go watch twilight bcz she noe dat im sad den buy tix at bugis SB cinema n we got a slot at 2 ok sit n drink wit tucky sementare tungu wyg start kn.. den at 2 we came n our sit is at e left behind n we cant see anitink coz e chair all besa2 n tinggi maklom la duer2 pendek kn(: shhh!! hehe den kite breaking e law maen smbrg ddk jer.. n we sat on e 5th row centre sit hehe! den after e movie.. try to warm ourself down n had our lunch take sum pic(: den we got home den i meet amoi bcz she wants to apply sch at ite simei accompany her at limbang macdonald n explained to her 1 by 1 wad course she shud take(: n she take hair fashion design (: k gedebap gedebop k now reached home(:

imy(:

Dreams will decide!


YaNtOi






hello(: WAHHHH!!! GAHH!! TODAY IM SOOOO HAPPIE!!(: Went out at 10.. mit SHANA(AMOI)!!(: GRR!!

going fer job hunting den she bring her fren n her name is RYNA(: hmm actualli wanna payalebar for walk in interview... since Ryna is late(: nvrmd den we went to TAKA bcz Amoi receive a call frm dat tower n we dnt noe wad kind of job is dat(: den frm CCK we took bus to Orchard(: huhu^^ have sum ciggie, den wen up to 12 storey but b4 dat very3 kecoh becoz we lost donno where e office is(: den fill in e form.. den i ask wad kind of job is diz and he says is their job to find fer us den we sooo happie hahahaha we tot is like office kinda job(: ok den all e wae ryna entertain me since she saw me like sianz... (: hmm she introduce to herself n same wit me(: n ya.. she got a prob.. den yeah im e problem solver to everybody i guess(: yeah.. bought fer her chocs(: yeah.. n my fren to eh amoi(: ok den we plan to go cck park to lepak(: yeah we have fun dere yeah den yeah im sad instead den amoi n ryna entertain me..(: wee! den kecyk n her bf oso came(: n iskandar(gayboy) oso joined us!! wow even first tyme i knew dem wow yeah i had alot of fun!!(: HAHAHA SOOOO ALOT OF THINGS I WANNA TALK BUT.. make short(:


laughter is e best medicine(:


thnx kecyk(fatin)/haikal/wan/vega/ESPECIALLY TO RYNA N MY BEST CLOSE PARTNER AMOI(SHANA)

dreams will decide(:


TMRW WATCHING TWILIGHT WIT....(:


YaNtOi(:




hola(: ok laa i woke up den i feel cold i dnt noe y...den had my hot bath.. den still feeling cold.. den nobody at my house wen i woke up mum g jurongpoint i guess... hmm den was no food at house...den i start to vomit n vomit n vomit.. till my throat i feel like sumone is slitting.. hmm.. den i online... den start frm dere i start to feel diff... my tongue taste weird... den after a while keep coughing blood... hmm... idk wads happening to me... hopefully ntg... den late at night tucky called me due to her BGR probs dnt werie i'll help u n hope fer best aitex? hmm..sooo.. GUESS WAD?!! dnt wanna tell u :p hehe hmm.. dats all fer today i guess maybe tmrw goin fer job haunting wit amoi hmm ok maybe session wit sufi tmrw.. hmmm ok tats all fer today(:

imissher...

Dreams will decide


YaNtOi(:




hello!! wahhh a great day has ended!! -.- ok woke up at 9.30 which i slept at 4 last nite bcz i cnt slip den i drink cough syrup which i stim high n sleepy at e same time since i cant sleep! woooo!! best (Y)

n..yeah mit e rest at bedok den reached at 12 at e.c.p!! n let e game started!! wooo!!


play n play till i pitam n grrr!! time at e first tyme but a few mins later den ok oreadi(: kater walcott kn?? tsk tsk... hehe den lepas match sit and play "SNAP" N "OLD MAID" N "POLICE N MURDERER" N "007" GAHHH!! I HAD FUN TODAY!! n im e most blurred person untill i didnt noe my frens sabo me hahahaha!! "0...0...7...BANG!!" HAHAHAH COOL GAME(: ok have ciggie ciggie ciggie den go home safely(: den i mit eza at yewtee as she msg me denn i walked her home(: yaa bcz her blk is juz opposite of mine.. den ok n now imm home! huhu^^ ok have my dinner now keep staring at my lappie gahh!! ok maybe dats e happiest momment in 2008? hmmm ....N I LOST MY SHIRT!!! KONTOLAN TAIK AYAM! _|_


anyway...

imissher

Dreams will decide!

YaNtOi(:



FUCK!! TODAY IS E MOST BORING OF E WEEK!!! GAHH!! rain rain rain rain rain rain..

k rain stops huhu(: hmm wad du i have to talk abt today ok...im online-ing fer alomost e whole day... den wen to downstairs chilled n play carrom dwnstairs n n my team won ok den went back home den i saw a letter which i get for my bdae ^^ thnx iloveit kip looking at it... n ive opened n wad e card says is..


"I cant get u out of my mind.I keep thinking about hw much I enjoy talking to u,how great u look wen u smile, and how much i like your laugh...I daydream about u off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about FUNNY things u said or did. I've memorize your face and the way u look at me... it melts my heart every time I think about it. And i catch myself smiling when i imagine what will happen when e next time we're together(:"

AND TATS ONLY E COVER PAGE!!:MELTS:

so yeah i still love e 1 hu gave me e my bdae present ok random since my bdae da lamer lepas...

k la bsk futsal watch out yantoi will be playing! wooo!

(: YaNtOi


DREAMS WILL DECIDE





hello(: hehe yeah get to release my anger(: huhu ok la... feel beta abit... go to gig do some lancing2 nk hilang stress somemore im e fire starter open e pit wen i now its my fav band dey gonna play wow.! hehe de i watched alone sampai stgh abes while e rest g tong seng mamam i watched all my long tyme klen fren wow dey realli played well soo i walked alone n mit e res den go UOB "Utk Org Bodoh" org ajak ape nk bwat g jer hehe ate mcchicken wit suzie den adie n jason join e rez back huhu talking crapping den go home wit adie,kiki,yana and shaa huhu now reached home chaatting wit ema mamamama hehe k la dats wad abt tadi yey!



Dreams will decide



yey!! bought a tees fer myself hehe i happie today idk y(: hmm i went out alone n finish e whole 2 packet of ciggie fer 1 dae(: wow! hmm pelik kn? tapi benar.. yah... since ive got ntg to do...yahh nk kua ngn sape kn?? hmm... ok 2mrw my best 5 yrs best fren bdae siva(: PEEWEET ARU NK JAMAAH 17?? TSK TSK TSK.. HAHAHAHA!! BSK APE LAGI KENING NAEK2(: wooow happie bdae dude may god bless u owaes(:
hees hmm ok... haiz ape nk wad... haiz.. i wish she wants me back wit her open heart... haiz... but yahh i tink i wont happie... oh god plz answer my prayers(:... i juz wan everyting to back into normal.. have my frens back...have her back.. have my family back..^^ all back to normal.. juz let me spent tyme wit all of dem n u cn have me back in ur world... juz let me spent tyme wit dem plz... i juz wan to be back in my hands.. i juz fought wit my close fren tucky -.- ...and alot of ppl failed their exam i noe dats me... haiz wads happening to me?? hmm...only 3 person left by my side.. my mum,adie and ema... i noe dats my punishment wad i did dulu (phm2 yer sape yg kenal saye)... till my life like tiz plz.. answer my prayers n plz especially her... i realli wan her soo badly... its not tat ure making me suffer its juz da u imagine if ure me.. u could say dat to ryte... haiz... soo hope all ppl take my hands and back to e same life dat ive been...

im juz missing u terribly.. dats all... heal my heartache n cure e pain... haiz...hmm soo yahh... even if u wana take me plz let me spent tyme with her even my tears drop on e floor..

hmm....

if u dnt wan den i wont force love(:


grr!! hmm bsk nk g mane ye??


smile(:

dreams will decide




hello(:
hees today its a great day! eventhough soo bored..i went out at 5 coz i wanna session wit ma new band mate faris n kiki thnx guys bcoz willing to be in my band appreciate it guys! hope nightmare trilogy will go far n long(: yeah teach dem my song n its sooo damn funny teach dose guys! haha kecoh siak! finish sesion n wrapped at 2130 huhu mit adie n buy ciggie! wee!! wanna slip early today bsk ade hal uhh hehehe (kening naek2) hehehe to reader jgn pk ko slmt...! hehe nahhs.. im not evil... n i juz wanna say dat LOSERS MAKES PROMISES AND WINNER MAKES COMMITMENT TUI PU TUI? TOL TK TOL? CORECT OR NOT?
and... my wish come true fer adie.. phm2 je la mintak2 dier dpt.. wokie la... bsk kerja keras ((:
n BIAR ORG BWAT KITER KITER TKMO BWAT ORG.. (:

Dreams will Decide(:


YaNtOi



gahhh!! soooo fuck up today..!!! if not im happy guy till now. -.-' fuck la wad did i do till EVERY ONE IS CHANGING!!!!..first i left out wit sum of my frens.. KLUA TK AJAK! _|_ "ouhs i tot ure bz..." knbccb!!! i hate ppl like diz...nvr even msg or wad oreadi says bz but gd uhh cn predict e world oreadi(: _|_ASS! next.. if not is our....!! gahh!! idk wad she wants... left me heartbroke den wad? she cn be happy n wad did i get?? she's e one hu scolds me make me suffer everyday n shes e one hu left me.. n shes saes to me again n again stop werry abt sumone else... den wad for if im ur... nahhs dnt werie yan.... stop tinking abt e past.. im gonna wish sumtin n im gonna say it now... in my heart.................................................................................
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ok juz wait till it happens.. hmmm ITS NOT DAT IM EMO ok?! deres no ppl will be happy FOREVER if u DO EVERYDAY happie i'll bet u'll feel wad im facing now...


lastly u dont need to noe... hmmm...


Dreams will decide,..


YaNtOi




haiz... yeah.. hi again... hmm yesterday woke up at 8 den go sch... i tot i was late! grr...
den reached sch we watched all e 2nd years movie gd job guys salute to u... ok... den i go hme have a hot bathe n havnt eat yet0.0 sooo ya... today is 10th... supose to be our 3rd mth... but..yahh..nvrmd still heartbroken aniwae idk my heart cnt be sealed up..its still hurts..sigh n i will nvr ever tink or leave to fate wen diz kind of ting happen.. ok fine dnt wanna talk bout it.. soo hope deres upcomming gig at M.G on 13th idk wad gig but i juz come for e sake of release my anger n still cnt cover hw my sad is... im juz dnt noe whether its my fault fer u to be attitude wit me....gah ok! shhh!! 10th its a new day! gonna spent it wisely...


k la till here...

Dreams will decide..


YaNtOi ='((




hello yellow yellow dirty fellow!! blue blue iloveu
red red botak head kk shhh!!

ok today hari raye haji! woke up at 5.60 which is 6 kuang kuang kuawowowow

hmmm ok today i didnt help to slaughter e goat hmmm.... have fun in heaven guys(:
as usual hari raye go to my makcik house i eat alot n again eat... sooner later eat again
n again! hees! den...wen home wit mummy... reached home at 7.30pm grr... weather sooo cold...
and again same routine bored bored bored bored... n wow deres 5 couples celebrating their anniversary cool!... but... such a waste... phm2 jer.. wooohoo... k la till here... bsk sch!! siak!! knbccb! slu ua! slu ah! ter sangkot ter sangkot! hahax... hmmm wat else wad else... grr...
n n n n n .... ok msning now... oh yahh wanna go smoke! i noe im cute(:

Cheers! dreams will decide




arrrghh!! today boring day...!! gahh!! woke up at 1 den rain rain rain rain rain rain rain...................

ok rains stops.... now storm storm storm storm storm......

den i planned to update my blog dat have been 2 yrs i havent update muahahaha!!

kimak the lost world sak bwat blog.... cibai blh ajak fight night huhu(:

THNX TO EMA!! 2mrw Hari Raye Haji..... hmm i guess im not helping korban diz year =(

sorie kambing i noe i cute but i cnt turn up fer 2mrw!! tc (:

wokay! i noe wad to do now i wanna smoke! (:


cheers! dreams will decide